boyfriend is going to florida for college. i really wanna work through it and still be with him but i know we’re both gonna find someone else that’s better. he wants to stay with me too but he doesn’t wanna cheat either. this is so hard for the both of us. i don’t know what to do 😔😭

probably the worst feeling i’ve ever felt in my life right now. i’m a mixture of things. frustrated, angry, sad. i’m just not content with life right now. my relationship with my mother is seriously horrible and i don’t know what to do about it. i can’t talk to her about anything. i actually hate my house. going home everyday saddens me. my parents don’t seem to pay attention to me but they always want me to come home. i’m always in my room by myself. i’m not sociable so i don’t have very many friends. i hang out with girls from church almost all the time and thats starting to fade on me. i’m irritated with church folk at this point. …….. i need a break.